[You can go as far as you like! ... But you can't go back. And you can't come with me.
07/01/2008 - xx/xx/xx

  • "you are genuinely deranged, you fell so far and I didn't even realize it"
  • "i remember thinking that i would live in spite of the terrible world that caused your death"
  • "its spiraled so far out of control since then"
  • [Nothing changed.]
    "and im not going to continue through this cycle
    and let the pressure mount as a claw desperate for an escape
    im not doing this
    i dont know whats going to happen when I die
    its decided by you
    like this
    everything now is going to be decided by you"


    "and you want it so desperately, my answer is always going to be no
    is death the only way for you to know what my answer is
    i dont know
    i wish i had an answer for you
    will you lose yourself if i die"

  • "I have a long day ahead of me too
  • It has, i felt like i could improve
  • the hatred is okay
  • i understand it
  • I need to go to sleep
  • i dont know
  • im going to work on it"

  • "im starting to think after all of this time that I am not what is missing from your life"

  • [But you'll have to pay as you go. And you can never go back]
  • 02/04/2008 - 02/04/2026
  • "don't remember doing that but if thats actually true sorry"
  • "i say a lot of things
    things I know I didn't say
    you ever feel like a mech?
    im a mech and my pilots are all assholes"
  • "i know 7 different instruments and Im a master of the arts
    SAVANT SKILLS YOU FUCKING BITCH"
  • "uh nothing can change for you dude"
  • "you shouldnt have"

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